Get a Day Job!
The Fear Experience
<<<there are plenty
of professional musicians on this
planet who can NOT make a living as a musician
without holding down a "day job" or somehow
working outside of their profession.>>>
Harplist Comment September
2005
What follows is a collection
of my private musings with other musicians and a public
internet posting [Harplist] on this topic as to why
this view has currency. I was asked to make the thoughts
available to others. Being in a musical partnership
I find the initial train of thought leading to this
discussion distressing and yet quite understandable.
These musings are pertinent to anyone self employed.
[To all of life really!]
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This is a self-sorting time.
Musicians are generally not pushed - they jump.
There are new ways of doing
what you want to do if you so choose.
Yes there is a big pile at the bottom of the cliff.
But most chose to jump rather do some true soul searching
to do otherwise.
I find that change comes very hard for me.
I impede myself out of fear.
It does get somewhat easier with awareness and persistence.
Fear becomes familiar but it is still fear.
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"You
only have two enemies - fear and guilt"
"Conversations with God - Book 1'
Neale
Donald Walsch
The most spiritual (non-religious)
book I have ever read.
At one point I was diagnosed as a schizophrenic.
This is a disease of "too much future" in
the mind.
The future full of fear.
The mind blows apart.
Watch out for too much "future-proofing" -
a sure sign of fear.
Where as bi-polar is "too much past".
"If only I had done" set at an extreme level.
Guilt run amok.
To be in the "now or present" is to negate
both fear and guilt.
The present is these aspects of self brought into being.
1 creativity
2 kindness
3 love
4 beauty
5 expansion
6 unlimited abundance
7 receptivity
A state of being.
On my better days I get a taste.
Too often I share the future with my fears rather than
being "present".
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Losing hope is "apathy"
[my best guess].
No reaction or apathy is one way of dealing with fear.
Then one is not "present".
One is away.
Then one does not experience the potential for change
through one's
own presence.
One does not experience the seven aspects of our selves.
Then one self-sorts.
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"Times
are tough for pro musicians - Get a day job!"
Stephen Vardy - Harplist posting
Get a day job if you:
-are risk adverse
-cannot detail your costs for doing business
-do not factor true and full travel costs
in your quotes
-compete on price
-would rather do something else
-rely on long commutes to your main gigging
area
-want long-term security
-just want to play music
Hang in there if:
-the risk is worth it emotionally and financially
for the short to
medium term
-operate as a true business
-factor all operating and depreciation costs
in your pricing
-offer maximum service, adaptability and
availability
-cannot think of doing something else as
long you can do this
-do what it takes to live in your main market
area
-increase your gigging possibilities through
using various technologies
[online, amplification, administration,
communications]
I have been watching local musicians [not harpists]
in our microcosm become marginalised over the last 7
years. Gigging has been squeezed. They have mostly adopted
strategies of moving away to areas with low cost housing
and using cheap energy to travel to their gigs. As the
cost of housing rose they moved further out. Lately
the move has been so far out that the only income option
left was to tour. It was not economic to simply do local
gigs given the relatively low or impossible returns
for their time and travel.
Touring returns have been dropping too.
There can be great distances between cities in Canada.
The costs of travel and accommodation were rising at
the same time as the audiences were fracturing and the
necessary "spark plug" presenters were becoming
fewer, more stressed and more selective. Many musicians
survived by "winning the lottery" and getting
travel grants. Makes for a poor long-term business model.
Touring relied heavily on CD sales for
profitability. Note the change in this dynamic over
the last 4 years.
So one by one "name" musicians
have started to disappear. Those that have stayed locally
appear to have stopped touring appreciably. We are the
same. They have created new musical niches in the local
market often outside of the classic "gig".
There are a lot of baby-boomers out there that want
to tap into their unexpressed musical side. The pros
are finding advantageous ways of doing this. I am not
simply talking about lessons here - more about choirs,
workshops, courses and hands-on group work etc. I am
sure that the lesson teachers will tell you that it
is not easy making a go of it from lessons alone.
The recent price of gasoline has put
paid to the touring musician for all to a select few
who do it very very well.
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Here is another perspective from another
"lifestyle" occupation. You do not do these
vocations for the money! When I worked as a Beekeeping
specialist in New Zealand it was easy to initially break
up the industry into roughly these proportions.
50 Full time beekeepers 750+ hives
250 Part time beekeepers 50-250 hives
5000 hobby beekeepers usually 1-5 hives
Note the jump between Part and Full.
When you had a day job you could only sustain so much
outside work on the hives. So there was a big leap of
faith to expand to full-time. Part-time seemed very
profitable as the overheads were covered by the day
job until one attempted to leap upwards which required
a very large reinvestment. Then a real business sense
was required.
In harder economic and cropping times
the structure looked more like this after 5 years with
lower yields
43 Full-time - minus 15%
175 Part-time - minus 30%
3000 Hobby - minus 40%
The overall hive numbers did not change
that much amongst the top two categories even though
their owners disappeared. The hives consolidated within
the remaining 43 full-timers. The hobby hives were generally
abandoned and destroyed.
So what does this mean for beekeepers?
-The biggest full-timers got bigger and
more cost effective by the total
restructuring of their businesses
to suit changed conditions.
-Some Full-timers simply were unwilling
to change, wished to move on
and sold out.
-The undercapitalised [in good times] beekeepers
disappeared.
-Many Part-timers were marginalised as they
could not respond well to
change given their day job circumstances.
-The flood of newbie wannabe beekeepers
from the hobby sector dried
up because there was obviously no
pot of gold [pun intended] at the
end of the dream.
It should be noted that NZ was experiencing
climate change and dramatically increasing operating
costs during this period. Oceanic climates started to
notice dramatic climate change two decades ago. The
more climatically stable continents are now starting
to feel the same effects now.
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Back to the harping.
My thoughts on lessons learned todate:
-Most pros who are willing to change how
they do things will continue.
-Those who are unwilling to change won't
continue.
-Given that day jobs are becoming more and
more all-consuming the
part-timers will become more marginalised.
-I find the average wannabe musician [non-harping]
is hanging in for
months now rather than years.
-Touring for concerts style of harpists
are going to be very rare - they
already are.
-CD sales as income are severely in decline.
-There overall may be fewer conventional
gigs.
-There will be proportionately even fewer
musicians chasing those gigs.
-Success is now inversely proportional to
the amount of time spent
travelling due to energy costs.
The future?? I do not know except:
-Energy costs are going to generally trend
upwards.
-Gatherings/gigs will be more local and
intimate in nature as jet/travel
costs rise.
-Fewer traveling musicians are going to
come to your hometown outside
of the ultra-huge markets.
-There are many fresh opportunities arising
as other musicians are
becoming more marginalised by their
day jobs.
-People will still want live music in their
life.
-Recorded music will be digital without
physical media.
-Copyright is effectively unenforceable
in any sustainable way in the
online digital realm.
-The pace of change is accelerating.
-New pros can arise in these circumstances
as others capitulate.
-This scenario suits some harpists very
well as the harp has a unique
status and commands a premium fee.
This means new ways of presenting and doing musicianship.
-Nothing is sacred other than your personal
integrity.
-It means valuing yourself.
-It means responding to new opportunity.
-There is a heap of opportunity where there
is rapid change.
-It means reinventing all your sacred cows.
-It means sharing rather than competing.
-It means networking.
-It means new understandings of what advertising
and being available
actually means.
-It means taking the time to observe.
This is not a TV show where the last
survivor wins. In real life they will be the biggest
loser. What is developing is an ecology of musicians
with referring venues and event suppliers, a legion
of well connected happy customers for word of mouth
- all networked together to give every potential client
live music if they so wish. This is not competing aka
the dinosaurs, this is sharing and creating the best
fit for every client's needs. There is a whole new mindset
that is emerging. I believe it is coming through the
increasing self-employment of women. Harpists will especially
benefit from this sharing attitude.
I am very enthused about the future.
I see others being quietly being enthused too. They
are investing in themselves and their vocations. It
is like surfing on the leading edge of the wave of change.
None of us know where we will be in a year from now.
And that is okay as the ride is fun in the now.
The best advice we have received in harping
came from John Westling
of Sandpiper Harps - "persist and don't go into
debt". Add a dash of chutzpah and it is a fun ride.
For every one else
Get a day job.
And be secure.
Unless its not.