Greetings my beautiful "Spirit Family"
Just before we said our goodbyes last evening, the question came up, as to "what if" my moving to Salt Spring doesn't workout?.or was it ..."what if" it's a mistake? (what ever..)
You know something? that question and my vague cutesy response, what ever it was,..just didn't sit well with me. I need, as well as having the delights of humour in my life...to also be true to my Spirit and acknowledge it's amazing guidance in my life. Well...Last night I didn't do that. Even in the presence of other beautiful spirits, I didn't really acknowledge the awesome power that constantly draws me ever closer to awakening to, and remembering, ...(despite ,and no doubt as a result of, all my stumbling and going round in circles).Who I Truly Am and Why I Am Here.
At many points in the "process" of trying to decide whether or not moving to S S Island was the right decision for me at this time in my life, I was guided from "within" to ...TRUST! and so I would..... until the doubts would resurface, and again and again it was... TRUST!
I even wondered if somehow it was simply a refresher cource in "TRUST 101" and with it one day I'd find out that I'd passed that particular part of my on going "Life's Process" and that I was now to receive NEW travel plans that would take me to the RIGHT place after all (who knows?...perhaps it was, and perhaps it still will happen that way).
When my Victoria Case manager was drawing up the necessary paper work for me to go to Salt Spring, She said "Just remember that this isn't set in concrete, if it doesn't "work out" you can always come back to Victoria" (and I thought... yes, my instructions to go somewhere else could come through any time)....and again it wa.s..."TRUST!
So ...last night when that simple question came up, it threw me a bit. You see for me the question is now.... not so much one of What If?...Bur rather...How can anything in my life possibly be a mistake or NOT work out?
When I really TRUST, When the Guidance doesn't change, When every challenge turns into an amazing gift, When the human that I am, is dragging its feet and sighing and whimpering 'cause "THIS" isn't what I'd planed...AND at the same time....My Inner Spirit is vibrant with delight and an ineffable "knowing" ... I remember that I (in bodily form), may not "remember" the details and circumstances of "MY SACRED AGREEMENT" that I chose to come here to earth to fulfill,.....MY SPIRIT DOES!
I have NO idea why I'm going to Salt Spring...NONE !
Every time I find my self making tentative plans to "do" this, or to "become involved with that" , Or start to plan what "form or shape" my life is going to take on Salt Spring, "something" within me tells me loud and clear, TRUST!..
Make NO plans,...Show up,... Ask for Inner Guidance,...Be willing,...Be open,..."Be "true" to your self and your spirit,...Be a clear slate,...Be a channel of Love and Light to flow into you, through you, and from you. "BE who You Truly Are! ....That is it. ( Oh and wait for further insight and direction).
I have the very distinct sense from deep within me that (we)...I'm on an on going assignment,and that THIS particular aspect of that assignment is indeed a "sacred" one. Honouring that in the simplest, purest, honest way, is my newest challenge.
There are NO mistakes....What ever happens in my life,...If I am to believe in "perfection" in all things, everywhere, always,....THEN ..."Everything", regardless of the outcome, IS a "SACRED GIFT". For... ALWAYS ,when I am open to see, hear, and know what I am "ready" too, ALL that I am given the "opportunity" to be "aware" of as a result of the so called "Challenges" of my life, then become wondrous invitations, and endless sources of enrichment beyond measure in my journey of remembering Who I Truly Am and my Purpose here.(this time round) ...and I AM indeed TRULY and fully BLESSED.
Are you still there?....still very "long winded" ..I know (sigh)
I Love the beauty that shines from within each of you, as well as the wonderous path your life is taking you on.
What a amazing assignment were all on! ...What an awesome adventure !
My love and Light to each of you,
Thankyou for coming into my life...
and thank you for "being who you are"
C*******
ps.....When I get lost in the forest and can't remember Who I Truly Am or Why I'm Here , and I'm grumbling and whining and trashing around about all the (self created) dramas and details of my life....
Do me a kindness....SEND THIS BACK TO ME...with LOVE. |
