I muse, I contemplate, I become aware of an inner incongruity, I have a realisation and for a fleeting moment I have a deeper understanding. A deep awareness followed by a "what to do if anything at all?". Most times I just enjoy the deliciousness of the release from a belief or need that no longer serves. Some times I write the experience down with words that try to capture the now fleeting meaning. The vocabulary gets in the way so I have to build a picture or feeling using words as my paint. I look for shades of colour by mixing my words together carefully to hopefully transcend the actual vocabulary and leave an impression - a wonder.

These musings are very much for my benefit as they bring clarity into my life. I share them in the hope that they inspire others to "muse" too.

If you can bring this wonder into your own musings then maybe a new beginning can occur for you. A new way of observing - a new transparency for living. Have a go.

Stephen Vardy Musings
    |Overview
      |Is This Who I Am?
      |Spiritual Vocabulary
      |The Shift
      |Donut Sustenance
      |Sex in the Fish Tank
      |Anatomy of an Argument
      |AAAHHH, The Irony!
      |Get a Day Job!
      |The Stray Cat
      |Knowing
      |To Discern
      |The Microsoft iPOD
      |The Downgrade Path
      |The Joy of Life
      |God Humour
      |Love
      |Beginnings